I talked to my hand.

2008-02-10T16:16:00.000+08:00

Heyy all! Mmhmm.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone! These few days have been funfunfun! :D

Not long ago, was Steph's and Eka's birthday celebration. Dinner at Hyatt was great! After that, most of us went back to Steph's dad's superniceeee house for house party round three :D hmm it was gooood, got high and everything :D Happy 17th birthday Steph and Eka!!

Thursday night, we went to Zouk. Phuture and Velvet wasn't too packed, but Zouk was where most of the fun was at! It was like alot of drinks and such, plus a lot of madness and crazieness (for lack of a better word). Yes, a good night (:

Went to visit Tobias', Daniel's and Samuel's houses on Friday morning/afternoon. It was great the goodies were AWESOMEE heheee.
Friday night, was Alexandra's birthday celebration, at Brewerkz! The burgers were FANTASTICALLY yummy and huge :D Went to Daybed after that to chill around and have some drinks. Counted down to Alex's birthday. HAPPPY 18th BIRTHDAYY ALEXANDRA CHEN HUI YI :D :D hope you like the present HARHARHAR

Last night, was gambling at Steph's house! Fun and good with couple of drinks, Sean's guitar, Silas' piano and Narpal's singing thrown in. Hahaha. There after, some of us went to drink outside dxo, then later on at clarke quay. Hahah, it was greattt.

Steamboat later:D:D

Mmkay, I guess that's all for now! Take care everyone, and have a great day (: (:

2008-02-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

"You know the place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming?"

"I'll be waiting there."

2007-12-16T16:47:00.000+08:00

Hellooo everyone!!

Zomg. Last night was wild wild wildddd! Met Kenny, Silas and Elena at our favourite slacking place, Wheelock Starbucks (Okay Elena, its not exactly 'Wheelock' but yeah you get the idea) to chill around and stuff. Then we went to meet Chris, Becky, Steffi, Xingting and Zhi Ling at some house party. It was really a pleasant surprise to see familiar faces like Adriano, Sarah and Audrey there! Made new friends too.
Hmm, so we played our Favourite Game - Burgers Up as well as Drinking Goggles :D And yeah we totally spammed on the free booze available! GOT REALLY REAALLLY REAAAAAALLLLLLLY HIIGHHHHH!

IT.WAS.SUPER.GOOOODD.

Heh yeah. Slacked by Steffi's condo pool later. Then, some of us went home after awhile.

Mmhmmm. It was a good nightt.

2007-11-24T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hellooooo. Ah, its indeed been a long time since I last updated. 2 months.

Hmm, in these 2 months, many things have happened, for better or for worse alike. The post-exam period has been devoid of academic stress, thus it has been an excellent window for us to truly experience the finer things in life. MMHMMM.

Hahaha, ohwell. End-of-year results have been dismal, so to speak. A lot of catching up on schoolwork, as well as increase in commitment, is definitely in order.

Been partying and chilling these past few weeks, just having fun and slacking around. Its great to enjoy and relax with friends (: (:

Ohwell, I guess I shall stop here for now! Will update soonsoon!! (:

[P.S To Whom It May Concern: I didn't write about pizzas and ice cream, you piggy(: ]

2007-09-07T01:27:00.000+08:00

Hellooo everyone!

Hmm, these days have been spent mugging hard for the upcoming promos! The need to buck up for the exams is increasing.

Went to Serene Macs, Kap Macs and Crown to study with Sean, Nicole, Steffi, Denise, Xingting, Kenny, Kahwei etc. for the past weeks. Mugging is definitely topmost on our concerns, but having crazy fun is still a fixture (:

The previous week was really CRAZYY to the max! Hahah, Silas with his car drove us all around like everyday, and it was really superduperr fun to cruise around! Last Sunday was definitely imba, went to Serene at like 8 in the morning to meet up with Denise to study, then Sean, Silas, Chris, Eka, Nicole, Xingting, Mel, Kenny and Kahwei came after that. After that, we went to sit inside Silas' car as he drove us around, just chilling and having fun. Kenny's MTV was freaking hilarious, everyone should really see it! Slacked around, going wild and crazy and doing really mad, hilarious stuffs on like deserted roads. Then, we went to Xingting's house to give her a birthday surprise, and had LOADS of fun at the playground!! Hahah!! :D:D:D

Love you guys man! (((:

Studied at Crown Centre today, was quite productive! Saw Neh in Crown Centre, and had a really nice chat with her! Yayyy (: After mugging hard, we headed to town for dinner and slacked around at Starbucks. Btw, everyone should go and get Facebook 'cos its really AWESOMEEE.

Hmm, alrightttt, shall stop here for now. Seeya guys! (:

2007-08-28T01:52:00.000+08:00

Heyy everyone.
Hmm, well well its been quite some time eh. School's been busy, what with all the studying and mugging for the upcoming promos. Sigh, gotta really work hard for the exams.
Been having alot of fun with my bros and fantastic friends (((: Hahah wheeee(: Love!!
Hmm, been doing some thinking on the side, and I've realised so much, and hopefully I've learnt some stuffs too mm.
Ohwell, I shall stop here, for now. Alright see you guys, and take care! (:

2007-08-18T16:44:00.000+08:00

Its crazy to think that an hour ago all things were great
But we stand here both proud both wrong and right
Throwing cheap shots in this stubborn fight
And our lives are so intertwined in one
But we're just so stuck in this moment it's clear that were coming undone.

-
My, do the coincidences of life align.

2007-08-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

Fuck, is it really so far that it just cannot be the same anymore?
I miss you a whole lot.

2007-08-11T14:52:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone. Hmm, I guess its about time for an update of stuffs. Ohwell. Life has been alright these days, I suppose.. Been studying for the promos, and chilling around with my bros and pals. There were some wild nights, but its crunch time now, definitely gotta finish up most of the year's work soonsoon. Hmm, History, both International and Southeast Asia seem manageable, Literature in English too. The rest of the subjects, I really need to work on them and some help would be greatly appreciated!
Hmm, been doing some thinking all these time too. Nothing's real going to come out of this, so actually, its already a blessing to have the occasional bump-ins and hanging out. Some people say that its never too hard to give up something which you never really had, I wish I could believe in that too, but time and again, I never fail to slip back into that abyss, that swirling vortex that inevitably drives me to emodom ):
I really love and appreciate my wonderful friends that are there for me, giving me advice, telling me how I should cope and deal with the situation, how I should perceive the events happening, why I should or shouldn't give it up. Just being there makes a whole lot of difference, but I never want to know the ending 'cos I know it won't be an ideal one.
Hmm, ohwell. Guess I shall stop here for now. Thanks for bearing with this rambling of thoughts, and see you guys.

2007-08-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

I can't say that I don't miss you so.

Its fuckin' rough, and is it gonna tide over?

(I love therapeutic, late-night walks.)

2007-08-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

She was queen for about an hour.
After that shit got sour,
she took all I ever had.
No sign of guilt,
no feeling of bad.
No.
In a trapped trip I can't grip,
never thought i'd be the one who'd slip.
Then I started to realize,
I was living one big lie.
-

I've always tried to be there for my friends, as much as I could.
Sometimes, I wished I could get the same in return.

2007-08-01T22:09:00.000+08:00

It's really that special something, innit?

2007-07-21T00:45:00.000+08:00

I miss some people in my life ):

You guys know who you are.

Sigh):

Let the first impulse pass, wait for the second.

2007-07-13T19:15:00.000+08:00

Hey wassup guys.

Hmm, been quite a while huh. Ohwell, blocks have ended and what more can I say eh. Gotta buck up seriously for the promos already. Sigh.

School's been rather fun as usual, what with the usual bunch of crazy dudes hahaha. Love you guys ((((: Alternating between slacking and revising work these days, just really hoping all's gonna be good.

Been doing some thinking, and I finally realised its really not worth it. Its definitely in the best interests of everyone to just let go and slowly let everything fade away (I guess). Sniff, but yeah ohwell.

Okay then, gotta go off now. Gonna like go study and stuff, then prolly go slack later! Bye and take care guys!

2007-07-10T02:45:00.000+08:00

Well I was there on the day

They sold the cause for the queen

And when the lights all went out

We watched our lives on the screen.

Bring out the old guillotine, we show them what we all mean.

2007-07-02T01:32:00.000+08:00

So I'll hit the pavement it's gotta be better than waiting
And pushing you far away 'cause I'm scared.

So I'll take my chances and head on my way up there

'Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten.

Your every message is a brand and a mark.

Dreams assured sweet child <3

2007-06-22T02:26:00.000+08:00

Hey people.

Hmm, it has been a while huh I guess. The holidays are drawing to a close already, and the holidays definitely have had its share of fun and joy. Mugging has been a rather permanent fixture everyday too, but chilling with the dudes is simply love!

Hmm, been partying abit, as well as trying to cram really hard for the beckoning block tests. Sigh sigh, do hope I can do to the best of my abilities. Tmrw gonna be full steam ahead again.

Hmmm, everyone been caught up in some shit or other these days. Was just talking about coincidences that day, they have been really very prevalent this year. Ohwell. Really thankful for all those that are there for me. My brothers and my buddy especially, love you guys!!

Hmm okay, guess its back to more mugging... Take care and byee guys.

2007-06-03T20:49:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone.
Hmm, well the holidays have been real fun so far. I guess you can say that the holidays are very enjoyable, especially with great company. Yay (:
Been doing some studying and revision too, really hope that I'll be able to do well for the block tests. Grr, that's really darn scary.
On a less happier note, things are becoming so fucked up its not even funny anymore. I'm so afraid.
of.
even.
thinking.
about.
it.
Gahhh. Oh well. Thank goodness I still have my brothers<3 and great friends around. Thanks emobuddy too (((:
Okay, its back to the books. Take care and seeya everyone.

2007-06-01T18:31:00.000+08:00

Another day, another worry breaks right through,

and indecision bleeds me dry.

She's painting pictures I'm not making for her,

and she's got a vision without me in mind.

2007-05-31T21:08:00.000+08:00

Maybe I would be something you would be good at.
Maybe you would be something I would be good at.

Call, break it off.

2007-05-29T02:21:00.000+08:00

"Why are we stopping?"

"Because I can't take this."

"Can't take what?"

"I love you."

"You love me?"

"I love you and not.. not in a friendly way.. although I think we're great friends and not in a misplaced affection puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. I love you!"

"Very, very simple, very truly… you are the..the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another human being."

"I had to say it."

"I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't...I can't look into your eyes without feeling that.. that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels."

"I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are."

"I like who I am because of it."

"And if bringing this to life mean we can't hangout anymore, than that hurts me. But God, I just couldn't allow another day to go by without just getting it out there regardless of the outcome which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down."

"But I know…I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment and if there is a moment of hesitation then that means you feel something too. And all I ask please is that you just…you just not dismiss that and try to dwell on it for just ten seconds."

"There isn't another soul on this planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you. And I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau, because it is there between you and me. Even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I am forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me."

2007-05-27T02:06:00.000+08:00

There's paper promises and alibis

There is certainly uncertainty in all our eyes

But as long as you are here I'll be alright.

2007-05-26T13:49:00.000+08:00

Last night was really, really awesome.

Thanks guys.

2007-05-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

~~Its all going downhill~~...

~~Fuck~~.

2007-05-20T13:43:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone.
Just woke up not long ago, still feeling pretty tired and sleepy I guess. But ahh there's like (insert huge number) amount of work to do.
Last night was funfunfun! Went out like in the evening to meet up Sean and Kenny. Then Silas came after awhile. Went to hop from place to place, before finally settling for Sahara to watch the FA Cup Final. Eka etc came after awhile, and it was good company. Bummed around, just chilling around after the match, before cabbing home.

Invitation only, grants farewells
Crush the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight
I watch you spin around in your highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel

2007-05-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

Hello hello everyone.
Hmm, been a real long time since I last blogged. How time flies, and we've definitely grown so much more. Life has been full of its ups and downs; maybe its through all these we finally start to have a clearer view of ourselves as well as the people around us. I don't know what else to say really, except that I guess its really funny how life always seem to have its little ways to make a huge difference in our lives.
School's been really busy, but fun too with the dudes (: thanks bros everything just won't be the same without you guys (:
Training's been good for numbing, what with all the senseless crashing and rucking.
All those group conversations/late-night talks have definitely been therapeutic for all of us. But everytime those songs play, its really a tall order to not feel even that small ounce of sadness.
The frequent moodswings have not, thankfully, driven me to insanity. Sigh.
Oh well, guess I will stop here for now. Take care guys and seeya.

2007-05-06T05:41:00.001+08:00

Wasted... But happy.

2007-04-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

"No regrets, no regrets..."

They keep ringing, they keep going...

2007-04-08T23:38:00.000+08:00

It's love that leaves that breaks the seal of always thinking you would be real happy and healthy, strong and calm.

Where do you go with your broken heart in tow?

What do you do with the left over you?

How do you know, when to let go?

Where does the good go?

2007-04-08T14:29:00.000+08:00

Yo wassup!

Last night was super fun! Had team barbeque with the rugby guys, the food was fine but the company was awesome! Cracking jokes, playing a fool, swimming in the pool, mixing drinks here and there, eating burnt food!! Hahah! Had training in the morning til like afternoon, then chilled around, before heading for the bbq. A long day, but well-spent!

Left early for home at like 10 plus. Long bus ride home, but surprisingly aint all that tired.
Hmm, guess I'll stop here for now. Bye guys!!

2007-04-06T01:16:00.000+08:00

Heyyy everyone.
Ahh, a real long day today. Just got home, and feeling pretty tired. School was alright in the day as usual, had Maths and History quizes... Uhm, no comments hehh.

Went to queensway with Eu Jin, Shi Ying and Junice after school to look at stuff. Chilled around, then Eu Jin came to my house for a while, while Shi Ying and Junice went back to school.
Set off for Serene Centre to meet Hei Tung after that at like 7ish? Oh yeah the traffic was T-O-T-A-L-L-Y crazy, had to wait like foreverrrr for a bus/cab!! Arghh.. Went to dxo to meet up with Sylvia and tried to sell tickets for runway but to not much avail. Saw Celine there, who was trying to sell tickets too hahah. Hmm, took a cab after awhile and we left the place.

Then went to Beauty World to meet up oldtime friend Leqiao, his girlfriend and Michael. They were playing pool, so I joined in abit too mmhmm. Went to eat after that and chatted for quite abit, catching up on the good old times. Saw Eugene, all the best for army dude! Hahah, yep then went home after that.

Okay that's all for now, bye guys! (((:

2007-04-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

We wake up and go about our daily routine, doing the everyday chores. We are kept so busy that we think lesser; everything seems so much less microscopic when the flesh is weak and the mind is tired.

And maybe one day we look back, and ask ourselves if all these were worth it.

2007-03-31T00:50:00.000+08:00

Thank goodness I have my true brothers to keep the last bits of insanity within me.

Pull the trigger

2007-03-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

Heyy everyonee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN!! (:

Today was Games Day, played frisbee for Ares. Well got third for frisbee, but overall we came in first! Heh, was fun and really great experience to gel with everyone else for the competition. Kudos to everyone yeah! (:

Went to Kap with the class as well as a13 for lunch and had a really great time. Hmm, went back to school and slacked at class bench with Ben Poh for quite long. Then went with Kimberly to town to get Sean's present. Decided on a shirt for him, and it looks real nice! Hahah. Went home after that, while Kimbi went for her squash training.

Hmm, feeling kinda tired now. Shall go and rest! Bye and seeya guys, do take care!!!

2007-03-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

Helloo everyoneee.

Hmm, alright so school's opening again. One week of holidays have just past, so so fast..
But this holidays was really enjoyable mm, hanging out and walking around, playing, laughing with the dudes. Wanted to do some stuff really... but I don't think it can actually materialise sigh ): Oh well... Didn't get any real work done, and I've really ought to start hitting the books man!

Sigh, okay so tried to get some studying done today, and I finished my history! Saw Neh, Heitung, Debbie and Joyce at Serene Macs studying too! Hahah, well awhile later Justin came. Sean and I went to town for awhile after, met up with Ariel. Got stuff, then went back home. Ariel and I wasted some bus fare cos we mixed up the locations hahah. Hmm, just ate wanton mee which is supersupersuperr GOOD! Hahah SHUI JIAO!

Okaaay, well I guess that's about it for now. Bye and seeya guys, take care!!!!

2007-03-18T02:05:00.000+08:00

Deja Vu

To the dudes:

Dicks over chicks,

Bros over hoes.

Cheers.

2007-03-16T18:47:00.000+08:00

Hellooo everyone!!

Hmm yesterday was funn hahah. Went to school in the afternoon and had frisbee training under the sweltering heat omg. Well we ended up crapping around and playing basketball etc. instead! Hmm so slacked around till like 8 plus? Then Qin Sheng, Yuxuan, Samuel, Hongchao, Sean, Ben, Chai Yi, Minghan and I went to celebrate Simchun's supersexyy seventeenth birthday woohoo! Played pool etc, went to cut cake at Al-Azhar. Left at night then went home.

Nothing much to do these days, and its damn hard to complete the homework! Sigh.. Mugging session sooon!!!!

Okay that's all for now I guess, goodbye and seeya guys!!

2007-03-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RON! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIM CHUN! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EU JIN! (:

YAYYYYYY HAPPY SEVENTEENTH GUYS!

LOVE YOU BROS!!!! :DD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANG JIA XIN! ENJOY YOUR SWEEET SIXTEENTH GIRL! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNRIC! PRIMARY SCHOOL MATE WOOTS!

2007-03-14T13:27:00.000+08:00

Hey all.
Hmmm well, yesterday night was a real messy affair. So many complications... All I can say is that we don't really deserve to be on the freaking receiving end of shits like how it was. Could have so much easier, if we didn't want to help. Never mind anyway.
Went to town for really filling+delicious+fantabulous supper with Ben! Stingray, Hokkien Mee, Char Kwey Tiao etc. ! Heh :D Chatted alot and had a good time! Went to meet Sean for awhile after that at City Hall.
Oh, and yeah I do hate the emo feeling that always strikes at night... Sigh.
Its always just me and my own wishful thinking, ain't it?
Oh well.
On a side note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY!

Alright, bye and see you guys, do take care.

[psssssst, Honey wins okay! Honey>Bee!! (((:]

2007-03-13T01:14:00.000+08:00

Hellooo everyone.

Just got home, another long day today.

Went to Serene at like 2 plus in the afternoon to meet up with Qin Sheng, Ling Xiu, Sim Chun, Sean and Wen Zhe to get some work done. Audrey was there doing her revision for bloc tests, hahah. Did some Econs and Literature. Audrey went off for her piano lesson later, then the rest of us just basically slacked around.

Hmm, left for town after that with Sean to meet up with Ariel. The three of us stoned at Starbucks again, while waiting for Iylia, Aaron, Wilson, Ernest etc. to arrive. Amelia came too, and it was super coincidental that she happened to be Samantha's good friend! Hahah, what a small world man. Hmm, so more crapping around, chilling and slacking followed. Audrey joined us back after a while. Then we went to eat dinner at Cine foodcourt, before walking ALL THE WAY back to underground to play LAN. Hahah but it was damn fun!! Hmmm, slacked for abit more then left town at like 11 plus.

Hmm okay then, that's all for now, take care and see you guys!

2007-03-12T13:11:00.000+08:00

Heyyy everyone.

Been a really tiring week with school, trainings, matches and the like.

The March holidays are here, yay! Hmmm, okay so yst was a really long day. Went to meet Simchun in town for abit at like 4, cruising around town buying stuff etc. Bumped into Qin Sheng, Zhi Hong, Wei Ting, Shu Hui and the rest of the OG people. Had lunch and chatted with the dudes, then went to meet Ariel and Sean at Wheelock. Went for a movie after that, 300 was the bombbb!! Really cool stuff man though its like M18 hushhush! Hmm went to slack at Coffeebean, before switching to Starbucks after the movie. Audrey, Aaron and Michelle came after awhile, and it was nice to just sit down talk cock and all mm. Left town at like 11pm with Audrey. It was a great day man!

Hmm alright guess I'll stop here for now. Meeting the rest later ♥♥♥ Bye and see you guys! Take care! (((:

2007-03-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

better, faster, tougher, harder -

2007-03-05T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone.
Well, today was a really long day man. Had game in the morning, which stretched to the afternoon. Went to chill after that, hmm met quite alot of people. Felt kinda good to see everyone. Oh man, I'm really tired! Hahah, I need to catch up on some sleep too, I guess.
Alright then, I'm gonna stop here for now, take care and see ya guys!!

2007-03-03T13:48:00.001+08:00

The airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now.
-

Its a bittersweet symphony, this life.

2007-03-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

As a child I'd hide and pray for the thunder and the rain to quietly pass me by.

She's got eyes of the bluest skies.

2007-02-24T17:51:00.000+08:00

Oh my, what a fuckin' carousel, this is.

2007-02-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm...

The day you can look at her in the eye and feel nothing, is the day you know you have moved on.

2007-02-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

Heyyy everyone!!

Hmm, today was a mighty fine dayy! ((:

Happy Chinese New Year everyone! Had Chinese New Year celebrations in school today! The street market was fun and I guess our class stall did alright! (: What mattered was that we had fun, yay! Hahah! After the celebrations, some of the class went to eat lunch at Adam Road, then off to Zhi Xiang's house. His house is like really big and cool, we spent like most of the day there playing pool playing games chatting and having fun! Left at about 5ish then we had dinner at Thomson Plaza. More chatting! Hahah. Headed to Serene Centre after dinner to meet Sean and slacked away. It was a long but great day man.

Well, I guess thats about it for now. Take care and catch ya guys soon!!

2007-02-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

Hello people.
Mmhm, okay today was a super tiring day, had training in the crazily heavy rain + strong sun. Was so sapping and exhausting. Went to play water gun after that though hahah, and went with Hanlin to buy cup noodles for dinner cos the rest all didn't wanna eat. Zomg Ping Kan tricked me!! Arghhh hahah! Chatted and stuff and did some final checks, preparation for tomorrow's fair.

Yesterday was fine too hmm. Happy Valentine's Day everyone! Feel the love! Thanks for the gifts! (((:

Oh and we had cross country too, but walked for the whole 'race' with my teammates yay! (: Heh. Went to Serene Centre to slack around with Sean, Samuel, Daryl, Tobias, Rachael, Sarah and Kimberly after cross country.

Alright, hmm I guess I shall stop here for now. Take care everyone! (((:

2007-02-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first.

Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes.

P.S. Thanks alot Chloe for those words! Really made my day man! (: Stuffs are gonna get better (((:

2007-02-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hellooooo everyone.

Well, today was an okay day I guess.

Cruised around town and slacking around.. Rather effective for getting the mind off things.

Unsure of the situation now, really hope everything is going to turn out fine.. Sigh.. They say everything's gonna be okay, don't think too much about it...

And maybe its back to the old ways...

Better days?

2007-02-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

Had the RSN rugby competition for the whole day. Was tiring but learnt rather lots of things about the game. I guess we all learn from our mistakes..

Hmm, went to visit my relatives with my family just now. I really like the warm feeling of kinship. So endearing, and so true.

Its not like the pretentious, make-believe shit that some people can give you. Well maybe it could be get used to. Maybe, just maybe.
I really hope you will be here to stay.

2007-02-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

Some people really need to fucking keep themselves in check.
Do not assume that you actually know everything, when you don't even know us. Stop passing rumours and shits, creating such a big issue at the expense of others, making it seem like you actually know us very well to others, by spreading this and that. So since when has what we have or have not done been of a concern to you? Ask yourself, do we even know you? Try answering these questions.

You don't have to give a fuck, do you?

Now, now. Fuck off will you.

"There is a consequence for every action."

2007-02-09T21:14:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone.

Hmm, just got home not long ago. Oh, collected the O level Higher Chinese result today. Got an A2, which was quite surprising and unexpected. So I'm glad hahah. Hmm, slacked around for the rest of the day in school.

Yesterday was really fun. Spent the whole afternoon trying to make the lantern with Jijo, Daniel, Matthew etc. but we all gave up after awhile. Met up with the rest of the dudes and dudettes to eat dinner after that. Then, we went to watch DramaFeste which was really good! Ares rocks man!! ((: Hahah!

DramaFeste ended at about 11pm or so, then Sean, Sharon, Hanlin and I went to Serene Macs to have supper. Was a really great day! ((: Yay!

2007-02-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN POH!!!!

YOU'RE SEVENTEEN NOW!! HAHAH HEY TAKE CARE MAN ALL THE BEST OKAY!!! WOOOHOOO!! ((:

2007-02-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

Fuck it, just when the intensive training is going to commence, I get a freaking injury.

Arghh.

And its amazing, the way you can just send me into moods, just like that.

2007-02-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

Oh my, what am I supposed to say..

Maybe it really does mean alot.

2007-02-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone.

Hmm, just got home from Serene Centre. Went to mug and do work with Sean. Spent a good 4, 5 hours on work.. Saw some people like Louisa, Natasha, Sweeney, Nicodemus, Zac etc. Hmm, many people are already starting to put in loads and effort and its time to do so too! Gotta finish up the projects and other work on hand now. Argh, so hectic and busy early in the year... But no choice, I guess. Oh, btw I saw this angmoh guy with a mohawk today, and all the spikes were like almost half a metre long!! Hahah cool!

Well, I'm off now, back to work. Bye everyone and take care(:

2007-02-04T00:33:00.000+08:00

Hellooooo everyone!

Hmm, just came back from STJ at Yingtse's condo function room. Hahah, the food was great and it was really fun. The stuff were super funny and entertaining! Hahah, had a good time (: Got home at like 11+ pm after waiting so long for the bus with Reuben and Shi Ying.

Met up with Samuel, Daryl and Shi Ying at KAP to do our Econs project before that, but we all ended up chatting instead heh.

It was when I got the cut, then the realisation truly sunk in.

2007-02-03T00:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!! :D

2007-02-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXIA! (:

2007-01-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

I'm losing you and its effortless, without a sound we lose sight of the ground.

A part of your past, the part that don't last.

2007-01-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone.

Hmm, didn't go school today cos of the flu and fever, still feeling kinda sick now.. Got MC.

Went to meet up with Ben Teo, Jeric and Sarah in the afternoon, before going to the airport to send Rachel off. Hmm, looking back, its been a really, really long and eventful two, three months. These past two, three months, I've gotten to know many new friends, alot of which are now the people I confide in and turn to. Rachel's mom was really cool and treated us food at the airport! (: Thanks Auntie!! (: Hahah, took photos and all, and pretty soon it was time for Rach to board the plane ): Hey! Take care over in NZ man!! All the best!! (((:

Hmm after leaving the airport, we went to Serene Centre to slack around, and I read up on my Econs. Saw Deanna, Debbie, Natasha, Joyce etc.etc. the usual people over there and talked for abit, just bumming around. Ohh, made a new friend today, Jia Yi! Haha(: Alot more people popped by later on, and alot of them are studying! Hahah. Went to my father's office after that, yadah yadah and just got home. Hmm, alright gotta go take my medicine now! Take care people, and see you all!

2007-01-28T15:54:00.000+08:00

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong,
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

I wont forget the memories.

2007-01-28T14:39:00.000+08:00

One at the ankle, to remember of the times past by years down the road.

2007-01-27T16:15:00.000+08:00

I do not want to realise one day, that the one I've been waiting for all this while, will always be out of reach. Compared to the perfect person, I am definitely lesser, I am no angel. Maybe you have no idea that what you say will always have a huge bearing on me. Maybe you have no idea that what you do will always affect me greatly. What is so paradoxical is that I do not even try to change this, mired in a web of make-believe?

Simply too much to handle, too much to give up.

2007-01-25T21:44:00.000+08:00

WAITING FOR BETTER DAYS PLEASE COME):

2007-01-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

Just when you thought maybe, just maybe, stuffs are gonna settle down, they come right back again. "Friends come and go." Ties so strong can be so easily forgotten. Does a friendship remain true and pure only when we talk regularly? Can't the trust speak for itself, if its actually even existent in the first place? What a harsh lesson to be learnt.

Being pushed to the limits, you slip back to what you had previously overcomed. And there is definitely a price to be paid.

Public impressions and public expectations are hard to live up to. How ironic is the fact that as quickly one can progress, one can also slip off the echelons in a flash. People start to become strangers, thats when we can all see clearly who are here to stay. And who are not.

I rest my case.

2007-01-19T20:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERIC!!!!

CHEERS MAN SEVENTEEN!!

THANKS FOR ALL THOSE TIMES, THE TOWNING, THE ALLEYS AND ALL! FOR THE GREAT TIMES WE HAD, AND FOR ALL THE BAD, EMO DAYS!
(((:

2007-01-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEHNEHTOOT!! ((:

2007-01-16T19:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!

2007-01-13T19:59:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone.

Hmm, so orientation has ended, and everyone is getting accustomed to college life..

Well I haven't blogged for quite some time. Trying to cope with the stress levels. Many stuffs have happened too... as we all start to see the pieces of the jigsaw start to come together.

Hmm, so yst was the campfire night. It was a night of fun and laughter, as orientation ended with a resounding bang. The finale was really cool. Hmm, went to Kap with Sean, Zhi Hong, Clement, Chen Feng, Shermaine, Joleen, Carolanne after the campfire to slack around. Loads of people were there though. We went off after awhile.

Hmm as for today, went to Serene to meet up with Sarah Cee, Jeric, Ben Teo and Rachel to chill around. Hmm, was a relaxing afternoon. Was bored so went to call Amanda to go jog around our area. Jogged for awhile, then we decided to call it a day hahah. Joy came too then we all went home after a while.

Hmm, well lets hope for better days. See you guys and take care (:

2007-01-07T03:04:00.000+08:00

Hellooo everyone.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUISA! (:

Hmm, just came back from Esplanade with the orientation group mates. Well it was a rather fun day, went to Jurong East to meet up with them before slacking around, then going to Esplanade to talk for really long.

Well suddenly I really miss secondary school life man. No idea why, but the feeling came back so strongly. Good old times...

Hmm, I guess thats it for now. Take care everyone.

2007-01-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

The stuffs we said we were going to do.

The places we said we wanted to go.

The promises we made.

It was nothing, after all.

2007-01-01T15:55:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!

Happy new year!! 2007 has come, and man is it fastt. Went to the countdown at town to spend the last day of 2006 and the first few hours of 2007 with Ben, Justin, Simchun, Qin Sheng, Yong Hao, Hazel, Nick Foo, Debbie, Joyce, Neh, Hei Tung, Sylvia and Patricia. Zomg the whole town was filled with banglas and banglas!! Sprayed foam spray and played with some little kids with interesting accents. Hmm, was fun though hahahah.

Argh, damn bored now. School reopening in like really soon!

Hmm, okay thats all for now, see you guys and take care.

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Omg we got caught on television news spraying foam!!!

2006-12-31T13:01:00.000+08:00

Hey all.

Hmm, haven't blogged in quite abit. Wanted to blog yst, but after realising something, I lost the mood to do so. Anyway, lemme recall the events for the past few days.

Hmm, Friday was spent slacking at Lot 1 arcade with Neh and Sylvia after taking and handing them the homework. Photohunt(((: and yes Kim Kar rocks (:

Went to eat then left for home. Was thinking what design to put too. Anyway, I do need to buy a new pair of sneakers soon!

Yesterday was a long day. Went to Bugis in the morning for class gathering. It was really good to see everyone again, apart from those who I usually see hahah. Hmm, had really good Thai cuisine for brunch. Then the whole group of us, like 20plus people, went to slack around. They decided to go bowl at Marina South after all that, but some of us didn't want to. Waited for Ben Poh to come, who was super late and missed everyone hahah but its alright. Hmm, tried to find sprays for countdown, but to no avail! Called Simchun and took a bus to Serene Centre. Went to give Louisa and Naomi their pay, and thanks for the chocolate! (: Hmm, then Yonghao came and the 4 of us just ate and chatted. It was a really goood day! (:

2006-12-27T02:30:00.000+08:00

Hey Rach, I was wrong when I said life doesn't just go on.

You were right. Life goes on.

And I'm gonna move on, I ain't looking back (:

2006-12-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!

Hmm, okayyyyy Merry Christmas everyone! Just came home from KBoxing from like 3 plus to about 7 at cck with Ron and Justin. Well, it felt quite good and relaxing ((:

School's reopening soon! No homework for us though hahah.. YAY.

Loads of crap happened these few days... Let's hope everyone gets through for the better and the days get easier...

Okay then, stop here for now I guess. Bye and take care everyone.

2006-12-25T03:27:00.000+08:00

Hello!
Hello!

Merry Christmas!

Oh... Merr-y...
SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

-RUNS AWAY-

OMGGGGG I GOT SPRAYED!!

-Insane laughter-

2006-12-23T00:22:00.000+08:00

Follow your bliss.

I came clean, but it just wasn't good enough ain't it.

2006-12-20T13:38:00.000+08:00

Waiting for better words, they'll never come.

2006-12-20T02:59:00.000+08:00

Hey all.

Just came back from Attica. It rained super heavily the whole day? Got really drenched man. Went to meet Louisa, Sweeney, Natasha, Jesslyn, Jane, Angel (I think) at Clarke Quay to give them the ids. Got the id from Chloe then passed to them too. She pierced her nose, cool man!! Ben came to help out, really thanks mann. Braved the rain, and walked like kind of long to Attica. Chloe and I slacked around, waiting for them to get in, so can settle stuffs. In the end, they got in, so all was goood (: But the rain was getting heavier... Saw like quite a few people over at Attica. From the looks of it, stuff started to heat up at like 11 plus, 12. Saw Jeric, Audrey, Eunice if I remember correctly etc... Helped Chloe's friend to sell off his tickets.

Cabbed home with Chloe after that. The rain still ain't stopping...

Hahah okay, thats all for now I guess. Take care and bye everyone.

2006-12-19T12:31:00.000+08:00

Hellooooo everyone.
Hmm, yst was quite fun. Went to Serene Centre to collect the invoices from Joyce in the early afternoon, then met up with Jeric and Ben Teo. Talked and crapped around, the usuals, then we set off for town with Sarah Chan. It was like rain rain rain the whole day, so we couldnt really walk around! ): But I was being a nice guy and lent my umbrella :D Heh. Hmm, Sarah went to cut her hair, so the rest of us browsed for stuff at Far East. Btw, the Shihlin mee sua at Far East is the sex man! And yes so were the crispy chicken bits! Well, uhm then we went to Food Republic for more food? Hahah! Yeap and then like ice kachang? Shit I know I know... Headed for home at like 8plus. It was a good day, with good company. Thanks guys.
And Ron's off to Hong Kong already! Aww hahah, but yay he's gnna get me tees :D Bon voyage dude!!! ((:
Hmm, well thats about it I guess. See you guys and take care!

2006-12-17T20:11:00.000+08:00

Who wants to go like chill at Clarke Quay or something with me, Justin, Ben, and prolly some other people, with some drinks thrown in and just catching up on stuff? Hmm, prolly next Tuesday night cos I've to stick around that area anyway. Anyone up for it, do message or call me.

2006-12-17T14:37:00.000+08:00

But these grass stains on my knees, they won't mean a thing

2006-12-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hey there people.
Just came back after taking a walk somewhere near my house. Was all alone, and I just couldn't take the moodiness. Strolled and all, abit of talking on the phone, and pretty much sitting at the playground area. Havent taken a walk like this for ages. Sipped my coke and looked around, but it was all dark. Went onto the swings and such on my own for awhile, and thought of the good ol' times. Don't know why, but I was fluctuating between tensed to relaxed.

What a long night...

2006-12-16T01:49:00.000+08:00

Yo everyone!

Hmm, was quite a fun day I guess. Went to town in like the afternoon to meet up with Ron. Well we practically walked just about most places in town, looking at books, browsing through clothes, eating and everything. Slacked around, all the way till like 9 plus, before we made our way home. Ron!! We got some serious shopping to do soon man!!! :D :D

Oh btw, Mumbo Camp sounds fun! Hahah! (:(:

Hmm, well just came home and all. Thats all for now I guess, see you guys and take care.

OMGOMG I JUST ATE LIKE TURKEY, HAM AND LAMB CHOPS! HAHA HEY YOU GUYS HUNGRYYYYYYYYY?? WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO :P

2006-12-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!

Hmm, just came back from Causeway Point after slacking around and having dinner with Ron. Hahah, we were behaving like little kids by jostling on the train! But its fun though hahah. Ron and I went to ice skate earlier on at Jurong East. Went to meet him after cutting my hair. Hahah, today was quite an emo day I guess, but tried to override all those thoughts. Left for home at about 9plus, while Ron went to Zouk.

Hey anyway, people please come for Leo's gig man on the 22nd December @ Gas Haus, 6pm! Do support her band! Ticks at $8/$10, message me for more details.

Also up are the following parties, message me for more details.

Vintage@Attica 19th December

Eve@Dxo 23rd December

Alright, thats about it I guess. Take care and bye everyone.

2006-12-11T13:38:00.000+08:00

so awfully beautifully sublime Every step closer's a step; says:
is it true that if we wait long enough for the impossible, it will become possible?

its simple says:
maybe.

its simple says:
maybe impossible will get da dong.

2006-12-09T01:29:00.000+08:00

Its always in the night, when those thoughts come to you ever so clearly. You think back upon the past, when things were less complicated, so much more simpler.

In the morning, when you wake up, its funny how you realise everything wasn't as heavy as it seemed the very night before.

2006-12-08T18:20:00.000+08:00

Heyy everyone!

Just came back from my dad's office. Went there cos I forgot to bring my keys out. Had training earlier on in the morning. Training was alright, but I sustained quite a few cuts on my arms and legs ): Ouch ): Hahah, but it was fun! Got to know more of the team better today, so all's good (: Hmm, Ron went for his piano lesson after training and I went to eat. Cel called to ask me to go to town with Nat Lim, but I had no keys to go home and change, and I was really too tired. Another day man.

Oh btw, I was like bored, so I went into a tuition centre today in Bukit Timah area. I asked the person in-charge if I could apply to be a relief teacher. But she looked at me like I was joking and like laughed at me, apparently she didn't think I could teach. Wtf man hahah.

Well thats about it for now I guess. Alright see you guys and take care man.

2006-12-07T21:11:00.000+08:00

"The truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologise for bleeding on your shirt."

2006-12-07T14:17:00.000+08:00

Tired...

Hmm, yst was spent tanning, slacking around. The sun wasn't that bright, but Ron and I got some of the tan though. Feels good to laze around. Went to walk around and play, and lots of coincidental happenings occurred man. Very coincidental lol.

Btw, I need to get a new pair of sneakers!!! My present one is getting spoilt... Argh.

Okay, going to slack already. Bye and see ya everyone.

2006-12-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

Every memory of walking out the front door

I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye

Remember the old arcade

Blew every dollar that we ever made

The cops hated us hangin' out

They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio

And sing along with every song we know

We said someday we'd find out how it feels

To sing to more than just the steering wheel

So hard to stay

Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days

I know the one thing that would never change

Oh man, this song made me think of the good old days...
If only everything was just simpler...

2006-12-04T13:41:00.000+08:00

Hmm, everyone is saying that the holidays are passing very quickly, but to me, the holidays are like moving so slowly! Looking back, the bulk of the holidays have been spent on working and earning extra cash, and not so much of going out.

Lounging around at home and chatting now, and it feels good! (:
Felt super tired after work yst. Most people went to the IT Fair, so we had mostly nothing to do. It was sian man.

Anyway, I can't wait for payday, cos can go save and spend on food and other stuff! :D I'm thinking of changing my hair colour too, to red!! Haha!

Okayy, thats for now so see you guys and take care!

2006-12-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

I think I pretty much surprised myself these few days, when my resolve managed to overcome the urge.

Well, it aint easy though..

2006-11-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone.

Hmm, today was quite a long day. Went out at like 11 plus am to meet up with Ron. We went to work out at the gym at cck then went to the swimming pool. Burned off those fats until like 6 plus. Went to Lot1 to eat and slack around. Browsed around for music and clothes.

Ron and I were so bored, that we decided to take neoprints! LOL! Well it was kinda gay, but funn (:
Just came back, quite tired.. Anyway, I find the holidays passing by really slowly man..

Okay, thats all for now, bye and take care people.

2006-11-29T19:10:00.000+08:00

ooooooh, fuck you.

2006-11-29T00:13:00.000+08:00

Just came back after a long day. Finished up with the stocktaking job for these two days, then went with Louis to Tampines Mall. Went to visit Naomi who was working there and walked around.

Was supposed to go and slack at Pasir Ris cos Ron was there at his primary school friends chalet, but couldnt make it. Sorry dude, see you soon! (:

Ohwells, sometimes we all need to have some slack.

2006-11-26T01:31:00.000+08:00

Just got back from work.

Got up in the morning to get the timesheets from Amanda. My printer had no ink left, so Amanda helped me to print. Thanks alot man (: Then, went to town to pass Joyce the timesheet.

Today was the roadshow, so throngs of people were expected. However, it was not to be. Didnt manage to sell any for today. Ughhh Joyce sold 3 though /: Hahah(:
Made more new friends though. Slacked around for the whole day with basically Hui Ping, Nelson, this malay beng and some of the other staff. Time passes so slowly when you have nothing to do man.

Hmm, let's hope tomorrow's a better day.

Okay, bye everyone, take care.